17th January, Tuesday (1:09am) Reblog ↬My new fucking jams!
where the hell is the youtube video i need it right now
This is my new theme song
but this is catchy as shit!
I can’t believe I just watched that whole video.
This is some Southside Atlanta junk. Lmao
Oh fa sho! I’mma tell them to play this at the club hahaha
I wanna newspaper dress now.
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Dick Her Down Woot Woot.!
Lmaoooo :(
poor kid…all he wanted was the phone =(
I been gone for 2months and tumblr goes and change on me !!
ughh i want the old tumblr back !
i havent been on her since OCT !
what tha fuck ?!
im back bitchesss !
28th December, Wednesday (9:07am) Reblog ↬@Wale RT my nails !!! whooop whoooooppp ! ^__^ #highlightmoment !
25th October, Tuesday (12:14am) Reblog ↬
— lately , i havent been myself …
a hand full of ppl that i really cared about lost my trust .
&& the one person that was suppose to hold me dwn , fcked me over .
i’ve gotten so used to comin last , that all of this , is jus a test to see how strong i really am , or if i’ll break dwn when i realize i have no one .
but in reality , i have myself , my daddy , my grandma & my auntie ,
they are my backbone, & my every reason to strive harder eryday !
reguardless of who iam , my sexuality or my mistakes . they love me perfectly . & no one can tell me , my happiness doesnt mean the world to them.
seeing my grandma’s face for the first time in 2wks since i left her , really made me feel as if im alone here …
but seeing her smile everytime she looks at me , gives me that push that i needed to motivate me in becomin a better person . my grandma is truly my angel . i’d give her the moon & the stars if i culd . i love you grandma . 10more months til i return
- Dear Daddy ,
i get so tired of sayin goodnight & not hearin you respond back to me .
sometimes i force myself to fall asleep hoping to see you again in my dreams .
its so much i have to tell yu but i feel like a stupid fuck when im sittin here talkin to myself . the tears just wont go away & it feels like my heart is breakin more & more everyday , i feel so empty & a l o n e .
i miss yur smile , i miss your laughter , & i miss yu singin to me ,
i guess i jus miss the days when yu were still here with me .
i try my hardest to smile everyday but end of it all i break down to the point where i cry til my head hurts .
& grandma , she misses you too , my heart breaks into pieces everytime i see her cry whenever she talks about you …
im sorry if i ever disappointed yu or hurt you in any way kuz of my stupidity.
i feel like all this is punishment ! & i honestly deserve every bit of it !
the 20yrs that i’ve been on this earth , it has always been YOU & ME against it all … no matter wht ppl wuld say yur were the best daddy in the whole world . i remember the months yu had to leave us & i’d sit & pray for yu to come home . & when you did , i felt like i was the happy lil girl !
but no matter how many nights i pray this time , yur never coming back ….
you are everything & more to me … i need you to breathe …
i need you to be here when things go wrong , i need you daddy …
i dnt care if we’re broke & we live in the streets , you’re the only thing i need .
i dont need the $400 phone no more , or the brand name clothes . i’d give it all back , no actually i’d give up my life just to hold you one last time .
honestly , i have no reason to live this pity ass life without yu .
i love you daddy ….
dont ever forget that
Thuytien N. Tran ,
♡ is taken & secured

